short post

so, I'm getting kinda excited about moving to Georgia with Michael. His mom has this two bedroom basement apt! She's gonna let us stay there for free until finish school. i decided to go to registered nurse :).And his sister and i, might be able to get along.. So that's good.

Non-meat.. meat :)

So i just tried Non-Meat, Meat for the first time(again) since like i don't know six years ago!

Today i stopped by Sunflower and picked up some Boca(chicken nuggets)?? Now remember form when i was younger i hated them!! But now I LOVE them they were amazing. i even gave one to my mom without telling her it wasn't real meat and she liked it :) it taste sooo good! I'm defintly going to get it again! along with other thengs.. i need to start buying up on this stuff and seeing what i do and don't  like.. I'm going to get some Mornig Star Farm stuff too! It'll make my pescatarian  journey a lot easier!

Well on anther note! Things have changed AGAIN!! So Michael(my boyfriend) is moving here now.. instead of me moving there... THANK GOD! ... My mother agreed to helping me get him out here.. And i found this lovley apartment :) ! The closet and bathroom and hudge! and the apartment! such a great size! i'm getting way excited.. Sooo happy. I'm glad he's coming here, i can't wait! he's happy about it too :) and i'm glad. i sent him blue prints and he was happy. No joke guys it's a great size for a even more great price! in a good part of town. Near EVERYTHING! Ohhh SOOOOO HAPPPPPYYYYYY!!!! Can you tell :))) ?????

.... Why scale, why??!!!

Why must diets be so hard?? I don't understand! I've worked out ate right and STILL just two pounds have left m body in a WEEK.. yes a week, and only two pounds.. this sucks. I guess this is just my body's way of telling me.. if i want better results i MUST work harder... What can i do to loos more weight?! i need to loose 70 pounds by February.. that's a simple 14 pounds a month. Sounds like nothing, but yet it is becoming So difficult!! How rude i must say.. in my past diets i lost weight with flying colors.. of coarse i had dropped my calories intake to like 550 to 650 (if i ate at all) a day ohhhh my i shall go back to my days of starving and working out on an empty stomach and waking up so light headed i see dots.. sitting in front of a plate crying cause i don't want to eat it cause i thought i was a size 5 fattie! but now I've gained all this weight after stopping all that madness and want that size 5 girl back! and back like NOW... What's a girl to do

This new diet

So far so good :)

My pescatarian diet has been a total win! Even though i only weigh myself once a week and i JUST started.. I FEEL tons better. My body feels amazing :) I'm not so ugh all the time.. i don't sweet as much. Oh i love it so much and you'd be surprised at how easy it is to to replace you meats with fish :))) Ohhh so easy. I know I've lost weight even though i haven't weighed in yet :) you should really try it .. Sorry for such the short post 

Oh my.. The plans have changed

So In a few months my boyfriend Michael was going to move here ( when he turns 18) and we were going to get a apartment right away.. Now.. Since we're not sure HOW he's going to get here(due to the fact that he doesn’t have much money and isn't going to anytime soon). So now when he turns 18, he's going to go move in with his mom (who lives in bumbfuck Georgia ) and then in just a simple two and a half weeks later when I turn 18 I’ll go back to Georgia ( were I used to live and swore I would never go back to that state) to live with him, his mom, his sister, his sister's boyfriend, his mom's boyfriend, a friend of the family, and his sister's three. Yes three kids in this one house... Do you know how many people will be in this one house??!! TEN!!! Can you live in a house with TEN people.. I sure can't!! Not to even start on the fact that me and his sister already don’t get along! and her kids are annoying ( mostly because she's a dumb 18 year old that doesn’t know how to care for her kids) .. Not that I have anything against the people that have kids young.. that is if you take care of them I don't .. but people like his sister who don't, no no people in general that don’t take care of there kids shouldn't have them!! But anyway, as I was saying about moving in this house with all these people in the state I don't want to be in PLUS in the middle of no where in the state I don’t want to be in.. Is where in fact I’m going to be .. All over a boy I’m head over heels for.. but you never know, I might like it.. As long as I stay in the room with the computer and my cell phone I'M GOOD.. Sad.. but true. Ahhh these plans don’t make me happy but in my mind it's worth it.. But there's rules ( of coarse ) no sex, no being out past 12, don’t get loud, don't play music loud, and we plus pay her rent 350 to be exact.. Now the rent I was like wooohooooo because he we were going to have to pay a lovely 1,500 a month for all out bills.. to me.. that's a lot of money going to be saved.. and saved to get the hell out of there :)