Non-meat.. meat :)

So i just tried Non-Meat, Meat for the first time(again) since like i don't know six years ago!

Today i stopped by Sunflower and picked up some Boca(chicken nuggets)?? Now remember form when i was younger i hated them!! But now I LOVE them they were amazing. i even gave one to my mom without telling her it wasn't real meat and she liked it :) it taste sooo good! I'm defintly going to get it again! along with other thengs.. i need to start buying up on this stuff and seeing what i do and don't  like.. I'm going to get some Mornig Star Farm stuff too! It'll make my pescatarian  journey a lot easier!

Well on anther note! Things have changed AGAIN!! So Michael(my boyfriend) is moving here now.. instead of me moving there... THANK GOD! ... My mother agreed to helping me get him out here.. And i found this lovley apartment :) ! The closet and bathroom and hudge! and the apartment! such a great size! i'm getting way excited.. Sooo happy. I'm glad he's coming here, i can't wait! he's happy about it too :) and i'm glad. i sent him blue prints and he was happy. No joke guys it's a great size for a even more great price! in a good part of town. Near EVERYTHING! Ohhh SOOOOO HAPPPPPYYYYYY!!!! Can you tell :))) ?????

.... Why scale, why??!!!

Why must diets be so hard?? I don't understand! I've worked out ate right and STILL just two pounds have left m body in a WEEK.. yes a week, and only two pounds.. this sucks. I guess this is just my body's way of telling me.. if i want better results i MUST work harder... What can i do to loos more weight?! i need to loose 70 pounds by February.. that's a simple 14 pounds a month. Sounds like nothing, but yet it is becoming So difficult!! How rude i must say.. in my past diets i lost weight with flying colors.. of coarse i had dropped my calories intake to like 550 to 650 (if i ate at all) a day ohhhh my i shall go back to my days of starving and working out on an empty stomach and waking up so light headed i see dots.. sitting in front of a plate crying cause i don't want to eat it cause i thought i was a size 5 fattie! but now I've gained all this weight after stopping all that madness and want that size 5 girl back! and back like NOW... What's a girl to do